i wanna take back my life.

"I never wanted
I never needed anything but you
Or any dreams come true
I never wished for
I never asked for all your little games
Or all your guilted shame

Now you're acting like you just don't care
Like you could find this one anywhere
It isn't fair

My life is an open book

My feelings and my meanings are oceansized
Long before I ever met you
Yeah, my feelings and my meanings are oceansized
Long before I ever met you

So now I'm asking to what had happened
To all the words you said
Well now you want me dead
If you were made for
The thing you stayed for
All that time ago
All that time you show

Now you're acting like you lost a friend
Like we were only pretend
Is this the end
Cuz my life is an open book

My feelings and my meanings are oceansized
Long before I ever met you
Yeah, my feelings and my meanings are oceansized
Long before I ever met you

I wanted to take back my life
Cuz I gave it all to you
I just want to make it right
So I'm waiting on you."

Goldfinger - Ocean Size

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"This world, this world is cold
But you don't, you don't have to go
You're feeling sad you're feeling lonely
And no one seems to care (...)

But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through

Hold on...if you feel like letting go
Hold on...it gets better than you know

Your days you say they're way too long
And your nights you can't sleep at all (hold on)
And you're not sure what you're waiting for
But you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for
but you don't want to no more

(...)

Don't stop looking you're one step closer
Don't stop searching it's not over...hold on

What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...what are you waiting for?"
 
Good Charlotte - Hold On

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